The Aquarium

Life is Good ^_^

2005-08-26T01:21:53Z

Good days, Good times. ^_^
I got my cards and everything updated. All ready for school to start

I turned in my 43 hours of community service from last semester

I turned in my job applciation to gamestop ^______^'

I have paint all over my hand *rolls eyes*. The girl next to me is a complete artist.. and she got bored... So now my hands have all this abstract art over them... *sigh* Hopeless.... :P

Have a birthday Present to mail.. Which will be fun. Want to play BG&E once more before i give it away though :P

And a friend who has been offline for a week will be getting on soon... Hope the new house is nice ^_^.

And someone who is having a wedding has left me incharge of her SF threads, so now i have to go think of something for that :)

The Juniors are VERY nice. The seniors last year were mean :(. Our teacher says we might accually be once class, instead of two this year. That would be nice, more people to mooch books off of :)

Speaking of which, english is 90$ and Music is 70$... >.<

Beh @ Text Books

Anyway, College Starts Next Week, I'm trying for a Speed Run in Sf 64, have a bit of homework to do, Need to go down and eat pizza Now.. <3 <3 This song

Its Finnally over

2005-08-17T04:32:38Z

I'm sure SOMEBODY noticed, but i was really depressed recently. We'll, i've been going through a break up, one i never thought i'd see. It was extreamly hard, and that really surprised me because i'm generally not one to take things like that very hard. I think i *finnally* have a grip on the situation, so i think i'll explain it. This was an internet relationship, and she had finally came out. To say the least, we didn't meash. My mom was telling me this the entire time. That was the first Error. The second error was that in the weeks after she came up, we both had a stressful schedule. I was going through hell in Phil (But i got an A ^_^) and she was going through picking a job. Then the third killer thing Hit. It turns out we have different ways of healing after incidents.

This had never been a problem... we had never fought before. But I'm the type of person that when i... have a problem, i need to talk about it.. with the sorce of the problem. She was the other way. She needed to be left alone, and let heal. So i would keep trying to talk to her, and she wanted me to leave her alone. It spiraled out of Control. Finnally, she broke off the relationship.

It was extreamly hard for me. It was the first time i was ever depressed in my life. Like ever. I'm learning alot about myself though. It turns out when i have a problem, i put up walls. I can't be mad/angry/sad/happy for a person when they won't talk to me. I tell myself that they are just upset and we can talk later. So i ended up stuck in this seperation thing for four weeks. I finnally confronted her about it today... And i have mixed feelings. After our talk, i finnally feel free.. like its been put to rest... But.. She like exploded at the end.. It made her very upset. She hates these talks. I undid any goodwill she had for me by giving her time. I think she accually wants me to hate her, she thinks it would be easier for me to get 'over her'. To be honest, that chat was the best thing for me then.

Its a very complicated issue. But i think i finnally understand enough that i can begin my healing process. My only fear now is she's going to hate me forever. She has me on ignore, and she really hated me for doing that chat. I still care for her, and i really want to be her friend. Oh well. We can both heal now, thats important. She's found someone else, she's the type that needs someone, and he's a good guy.. i wish them both the best of luck.

Its very wierd. I seem to have to understand something to get over it. There was something she didn't want to tell me because it would hurt me, but surprisingly it did the most to help me heal. I'm glad she told me. I wish i could heal with time, maybe we could still be together, but to dwell on might have beens is bad.

Now i have to break the news to friends and family.. I don't EVER want to be depressed again, its the most horrible experience ^_^

Happy Birthday to Me :|

2005-07-12T00:33:56Z

How come it doesn't feal happy... this last week has been horrible... *wishes he could chear up*

*turns up music*
:)

3 more days @ this class....
So soon
i might even get na A if i do the extra credit
*sigh*
Why can't things just go good? Is that so much to ask?

o/ Sometimes i feal like i have no partner.. Sometimes i feal like, my only friend, is the city i live in the city of angels, lonely as i am, together we cry/O

dol_fin @ 2005-07-07T15:53:00

2005-07-07T23:07:44Z

My teacher is a jerk... ok when i asked him a question, ABOUT the subject, he assigned me an extra paper to do! Its a phil class, and he doesn't allow views that disagree with his own! its messed up! >.> If i had more time i would elaborate.. hmm... :)
Well i'll do that later... :P i promise :D

QUIZ TIME!

My bid for world domination
LiveJournal Username
Why you did it
Your lair
Your hideous secret weapon
Your favourite colour

Beautiful and exotic but deadly eastern lieutenant	lisa_timberwolf
Henchperson who constantly plays with knifes	sailoraquafina
Your perverted scientific genius	humu_ted
You cordon bleu chef	kattixie
Lieutenant with serious moral qualms	sailoraquafina
Number of countries subverted	22


This Fun Quiz created by Andrew at BlogQuiz.Net

Sagittarius Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

Humu is the preverted scientific genious... :D

Hi! random

2005-07-07T01:30:51Z

Your LiveJournal Pirate Crew
LiveJournal Username
Fifteen men on a dead man's chest!
Cutlass or pistol?
What is the name of your pirate ship?
Where is your secret pirate base?
What kind of loot do you prefer?
What do you and your crew prefer to be called?
Parrot or monkey?
Argh!

Your capable first mate	kattixie
Your bumbling cabin boy with a heart of gold	sailoraquafina
The aloof, yet honorable, pirate with a mysterious past	humu_ted
Is always the first one into the fray	lisa_timberwolf
Is the naval officer who ruthlessly pursues your ship	humu_ted
Is the comical pirate who is always drunk on grog	hencucco
Is currently in Davy Jones's locker	kattixie
The amount of money you make as a pirate	$17,577


This Fun Quiz created by Lynn at BlogQuiz.Net

Scorpio Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

Hmm.. i need more live journal friends...

leave a one word comment that discribes me please

Life.....

2005-04-04T01:37:24Z

Life has been very hetic over break.
I got out all of last week. I've done some of my homework, but not nearly as much as i should of. Spring cleanup started, and all i out out of it was a few boxes of new books. I want to save some vinal.. but i'll get to that later.....

We found three boxes of brand new books. I sorted through them, split them in half. Half i will keep, half i will donate to the library. There are some wierd books here. I even found a blank journal. Have to decide if i'm going to write in it or not.

There is also quite a few intresting books. A few by good ol' bill, a few aboiut history, a gueniess book of records, and other stuff..... intresting...

I've had quite a few talks with Cass. She's quite the amazing girl.. i really don't know what to say, i've found my soulmate, thats all that needs to be said... can't put it more simply than that.

*goes to drive grandparent to store*
*sigh* another thing i don't like. Entertaining the family....

I think i'm going to start that written journal... more private.
*sigh*
Online has been crazy, Boards are evil.... Batman comics not moving... guess everything is just slow right now...

*looks at spanish*
i should study :/
I soooo wish cass lived up here... my life would be complete with that.... *sigh*
I've decided that my favorite band is Supertramp followed by Styx...
School is comming to an end....
*looks at 50 books scattered around*
*sigh*

Anyone want a free De Vinchi Code? or Gettesburg address video? Or aobut the history of history? Lots of books :D

Brand new also... what people toss out....
Wush i had been able to keep those alvums

Ahh Life...

2005-03-22T00:04:56Z

Everything has been moving so fast...
I am the luckest guy in the world. Cass is the greatest girl ever... I can't believe how lucky i am to have her...

I get next week off! Yay!
I can't wait... I can't wait for everything...
Sometimes it seems time goes so slow.. so much to look forward to....
I really hope Cass gets into UIS... :)
I think i'm going to go get a transfer adgreement.. i'm 99% sure i'm going to transfer to UCSC...

All of my classes have tests right when we get back... how fun...

School is almost over.. hard to believe it went by so fast... I really really REALLY hope sail comes up here this summer... That would like make me the happiest boy in the world ^_^

Life is a complex blur of emotions... I know where i want to end up, but not how to get there...

*sigh*

I love Cass so much... My emotions, wants, dreams, love.. they all center around her.. i can never seem to take my mind off her.. not in class... not even in my dreams :"> . I just wish she was closer.. >.<

"Thats me in the corner, thats me in the spotlight loosing my religion, trying to get a view, but i don't know if i can do it..."
"When the world ends.. Don't you worry about a thing... When the world ends.. we'll be lieing in bed! I'm going to wrap you up like a baby, in a carriage car!"

well my parents will let me stay

2005-01-21T17:12:54Z

now the question is do i want to go to the beach

:/

Not to mention we have the huge presentation soon :/ like one hour

Beh

2005-01-21T15:32:53Z

Parents say we are going on a two day trip to the beach this weekend... i don't wanna go.. but i kinda have to because they are going where i dropped my wallet.. :|

The Pretty little thing!

2005-01-21T04:22:59Z

http://www.norfolk.folkdancer.com/VAReel.htm

Bow to your partner!

Forward again with a right arm swing with the pretty little thing in the middle of the ring!

Forward again with a left arm swing with the pretty little thing in the middle of the ring!

Forward again with a Two arm swing with the pretty little thing in the middle of the ring!

Forward again with a Do-si-do!Don't be slow with a Do-si-do!

Hey front couple do your thing!

Sashay back all the way back!

Ok Front Couple reel the set!

Right arm swing! Left arm swing! Right arm swing!

Sashay Back, all the way back!

Ok Front couples lead the line!

Life in the Fast Lane

2005-01-20T04:36:14Z

Life just seems to be going bye so fast... its kinda scary.. all the things that are happening inside me.. the fealings... gah

If you had told me six months ago i would be fealing these things i would of laughed at you.. i would die of laughter.. its such a long way away now.. i find myself thinking about things.. life... possibilities... Future... its scares the bageebas out of me.. but in a good way...

I really don't know how i feal.. its strange... i can't say i don't like it.. i feal like the luckiest person in the world.. but there is still that fealing that "This can't be happening to me", and the dreaded "if you count on it it'll blow up in your face"...

:-S

I'm Cold... O_O

2005-01-19T22:56:33Z

I had a subway earier... hmm... yummy...

I need to get more exercise, i seriously sit around to much.. i wonder if there was a program i'd be intrested in :|

Major work due thursday.. don't know what i'm going to do to finish it :(

Sail is the Student Director of her play.. which means she will be on less....

and i have said nothing os far...

I'm cold...

Hmm. Old quizes

2005-01-19T01:51:56Z

What Finding Nemo Character are You?

Which HP Kid Are You?

Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype

What Type of Villain are You?

find your element

Take the What Type of Friend are
You? quiz

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.

A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven
albums.

Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.

Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.

Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool online gothic Game:

www.life-blood.vze.com

What kind of girl are you?

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)

?? Which Season Are You ??

You are Sloth!
Lazy huh ?? You're a bit slow in getting going -
and tend not to do anything unless it is
absolutely necessary. You'd rather sit around,
watch TV/Sleep then go out and about with
friends, or take part in a sporting event. On
the positive side, you tend to be quite smart,
as you spend a lot of time watching the News
(!!) or on the computer, Also by conserving
your energy, it's right there waiting for you
when it's vitally important to get going.
Consider possibly moving out of the room once in a
while - and perhaps once a week trade watching
TV for half an hour with a walk - and you'll be
back on track.
However, Congratulations on being the most
intelligent of the 7 deadly sins...

?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ??

You're like a Unicorn!

You're Mickey Mouse!

Athena

You're a traditional unicorn. Pure as a maiden's
heart. You're so sweet, and shy, and gentle,
that you....bore everyone to death. Get a life.

You Are a Worker Unicorn!

What kind of unicorn are you?

I am a A Mithril Dragon!

Hey, I took the http://dragonhame.com online Inner Dragon quiz and found out I am a Mithril Dragon on the inside.

In the war between good and evil, Mithril Dragons take the side of the noble and good....
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon walks a fine line between Law and Chaos....
As far as magical tendancies, Magical spells come as natural to the Mithril Dragon as breathe from it's body....
During combat situations, a true Mithril Dragon prefers to defeat opponents by the use of spells and other tactics....
Mithril Dragons build and dwell in castles of crystal, high in the mountainous regions. A Mithril Dragon is honest and gentle.'
Mithril Dragons are armored with highly reflective scales. To see one in bright sunshine has the effect of looking at a multi-ton, 150 ft. long disco ball.'
They tend to smile frequently but rarely laugh aloud. Mithril's dislike violence. A Mithril Dragon is very selective when choosing close friends, but is generally admired by all. A Mithril Dragon leads a very quiet and unobtrusive life. Never judgmental, the great Mithril Dragon's feelings run deep and true. Mithril Dragons mate for life.
'

This Dragons favorite elements are: Mithril, Earth, and Courage

http://Dragonhame.Com

Jean-Luc Picard

My sphere is Ronin (Look for great Ambition and Success), and my class is Defender (Peaceful, yet Potent).

I am a Sentry.>

You believe in defending the ones you trust, and you will defend them with all your strength, that's for sure. But who is worthy of that trust? You and you alone decide who is worthy, who is not worthy, and when your moods change. Your friends will heed you as an excellent force to have on their side, but your enemies will loathe you with a passion unequaled. What kind of Warrior are you?

I took the What Mythological Creature Are you?

theOtaku.com: What Golden Sun Adept Are You?

You are the most universal mythical beast ever. Sightings of the unicorn have been reported from all over the world, even in modern times. Unicorns are pure and incorruptible. In China, unicorns symbolized gentleness, good will, and wisdom. Christianity links the unicorn with Christ. It is said that unicorns would only allow virgin girls to see them, let alone touch them. They were easily lured into fatal ambushes by a virgin with some poachers waiting for the unicorn in nearby bushes. A unicorn's horn was a highly prized possession, which was reputed to have great healing capabilities. With the touch of its horn, a unicorn could bring back a person who had been dead for several hours. But when separated from the unicorn's body, the magic was significantly reduced. The unicorn had the body of a horse, a unique spiraling horn, and a lion's tail. They were pure white in color.

What mythical beast best represents you? Take the quiz!

You're Nala! You're probably the most sensible
lioness in the Pridelands. While you're serious
when you need to be, you love to have fun on
your free time!

What Lion King character are you?

Nala~You are a princess and are a very brave one.
You will do anything to find the one you love
and will stand by him to the end.

Which Lion King Character Are You??

Find out which Lion King Character you are.

This really wierd thing.

2005-01-18T21:58:49Z

I found this one music video on Launch that it seems every time i watch it i burst out crying. Its really wierd because i have like no connection with the video at all. Whisky Lullaby

On a lighter noat, loosing your driverlicence is hell, i would not recomend it... DMV is evil

First Post!

2005-01-18T03:35:10Z

Hello Everyone! I just got back from BOB2. I got my court case. Its a most intresting sexual Harrasment case. I think i'm going to defend the person being accused. It should be intresting.

I missed sail over the weekend... *sigh*.. it was a fast weekend... there was accually an intresting dance! Virginia Chain Dance! Square Dancing!

Life is good, need to compleat hundread point paper.. besides that... Tiried... Wishing sail didn't live a few thousend miles away...

Hmm.. Hungry.. no good food at camp roberts.. *shrug* what to expect...

Sacramento here we come!

Do i have a motion on the floor to recess? A second? All in favior say I.

It is the opinion of this board that the I's have it!